Even though we fight I love him so incredibly much!
I would never want anyone else.
He is perfect.
Well today I cleaned my room, yes, like I said I was going to. I got rid of a ton of stuff, and threw out even more!!!
I am really excited because I want to paint and get a few new things for my room.
:) That's always fun right?
I miss Dean, he's been at work all day, but he should be coming home soon-ish.
He really is my favorite person to be around and do things with.
The makeup I ordered online has not arrived yet, and I really want it to---I ordered it on Saturday, hopefully it will be here tomorrow.
I really want and need it, since I am almost out of my other stuff.
Well I'll keep you posted on how my room goes---
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Peel away bad days
That is how I feel today. I had a facial peel, and to me that resembles getting rid of dirty, ugly, gross, horrible feelings. I just have been having a toss up time with this whole travelling bit. I'm not sure what to do. I love Dean, my boyfriend and I love his family, but travelling to me is such an effort---and scary---and no where near something I really want to do, or even a place I want to go. I guess time will tell. Maybe I'll get drunk before I board, or something random like that.
:/
So anyways lets talk about something more exciting, and happier. There are few things that I want to get---some for me, and some for my room.
I really want to re-do my room, why I have some time off during the summer.
Tomorrow I am going to work out and then clean my room and go through all my stuff and throw lots of stuff out! But these are things I am planning to do:
1.) Paint my room---I have officially chosen the color(s) that I want.
2.) Get rid of the shelf thing in my room that is ugly and wasting space.
3.) Organize my makeup/jewelery/and clothes...this will take some effort.
I just really want there to be more space, but still a lot of everything haha.
if that made any sense what so ever.
4.) I want to keep it that way....
The few items I wish to purchase for myself are:
1.) Pureology shampoo and conditioner
2.) A hot iron bag for travelling (if i actually make it to that day)
3.) And of course more clothes!
Well this is all for now.
We'll talk later.
:)
:/
So anyways lets talk about something more exciting, and happier. There are few things that I want to get---some for me, and some for my room.
I really want to re-do my room, why I have some time off during the summer.
Tomorrow I am going to work out and then clean my room and go through all my stuff and throw lots of stuff out! But these are things I am planning to do:
1.) Paint my room---I have officially chosen the color(s) that I want.
2.) Get rid of the shelf thing in my room that is ugly and wasting space.
3.) Organize my makeup/jewelery/and clothes...this will take some effort.
I just really want there to be more space, but still a lot of everything haha.
if that made any sense what so ever.
4.) I want to keep it that way....
The few items I wish to purchase for myself are:
1.) Pureology shampoo and conditioner
2.) A hot iron bag for travelling (if i actually make it to that day)
3.) And of course more clothes!
Well this is all for now.
We'll talk later.
:)
Monday, June 8, 2009
New York
To go or not to go.
I am supposed to go to this wedding in New York, but not the city, the country...and I'm really not looking forward to it. 1, its humid there, and I am afraid that I will break out. 2, My boyfriend's family over there doesn't eat anything I eat. 3, there really is no Starbucks there, at all...what the ... 4, Its a long long long flight from where I live, and I really just am uncomfortable and pretty afraid.
They already bought the tickets and I am just not 100 hundred percent ready to go!!!
I have so much going on this summer that I feel overwhelmed and crazy. I have my wisdom teeth out next friday and my boyfriend will not even be able to be with me---and that really pisses me off. I am afraid of getting my wisdom teeth pulled, and I really wanted him to be there.
Plus his boss at work is an old, fat bitch, and I hate her. I am so sorry for that usage of language but seriously, she said that its sad that i have him wrapped around my finger.
FUCK OFF BITCH you don't even know me. Seriously.
I'm just so frustrated with everything. I really just cannot even deal with this anymore, and I feel as though I just want to give up on everything- I feel so upset about this stuff.
:(
I don't know what to do.
I am supposed to go to this wedding in New York, but not the city, the country...and I'm really not looking forward to it. 1, its humid there, and I am afraid that I will break out. 2, My boyfriend's family over there doesn't eat anything I eat. 3, there really is no Starbucks there, at all...what the ... 4, Its a long long long flight from where I live, and I really just am uncomfortable and pretty afraid.
They already bought the tickets and I am just not 100 hundred percent ready to go!!!
I have so much going on this summer that I feel overwhelmed and crazy. I have my wisdom teeth out next friday and my boyfriend will not even be able to be with me---and that really pisses me off. I am afraid of getting my wisdom teeth pulled, and I really wanted him to be there.
Plus his boss at work is an old, fat bitch, and I hate her. I am so sorry for that usage of language but seriously, she said that its sad that i have him wrapped around my finger.
FUCK OFF BITCH you don't even know me. Seriously.
I'm just so frustrated with everything. I really just cannot even deal with this anymore, and I feel as though I just want to give up on everything- I feel so upset about this stuff.
:(
I don't know what to do.
Shopalcoholic
So lately I have been spending a lot of money on clothes!!!
Recently I got really cute tops from Forever 21, and my store Pacific Sunwear!
I love getting the discounts at my store, and I love Forever 21 because its really cheap and cute stuff!
I'll post some pictures below if I can...
This dress I was originally just going to get alone, but ended up purchasing the top below as well...but yeah you know we all see something cute and cannot control the urge to splurge. I got this dress after browsing online for one for the wedding(s) I am going to over the summer. One in New York...so that will be perfect! 
This top is soo cute, and I never have gotten so many compliments as I did when I wore this shirt to work, I mean comments after comments, I loved it, because I love the top!
So then I ended up going back like that wed, after the weekend and I had to get my best friend who graduated a really cute top and a necklace and picked myself up a cute top and owl necklace as well...it always happens!
At my store I picked up two new tops and a pair of rainbow sandals...I'm still working them in, and they hurt! hopefully they get better!
One of the shirts I got is a total boob shirt, I cannot find it online, but it is from O'Neill, its really cute.This other top is from our brand Kira, but its so adorable and cute and I love it! I got the one in white that is shown, but there are other colors. So cute.
I also just recently bought makeup on Everyday Minerals.com I love this makeup brand because they let you test samples, and order as many as you please. I also end up purchasing stuff too, but its really nice to get some little samples to try out and always have as backups if you run out.
One of the main reasons I love Everyday Minerals is because they do not use Carmine---also known as Red Dye Red Lake, or whatever in makeup. The ingredient is not good for the skin, and cause breakouts. It is found in almost all blushes and eye products. Everyday Minerals is cheap too, and very good quality which is something that everyone looks for in makeup. I recommend it to everyone.
I'll post pictures in my next entry.
Loves to all.
:)
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
Update
So my boyfriend and I worked things out, which is great!
We argue a lot but we always work things out.
I love him.
Well it s really sad because he had bronchitis right now, and he was really sick earlier in the week.
I NEVER get really sick the way he does. So hopefully that means I will not be getting sick...
cross your fingers that I don't because our spring break is this week as in two days!!! We've already planned our break out. Monday-San Francisco, Tuesday-Boardwalk Wed- he works, Thursday- Aquarium and Friday I have facial!
I'm really excited, I think we're going to have a lot fun.
I hope everything happens, because it will be a great one.
So I totally forgot to update that I got hair extensisons! They're just clip-ins but I didn't feel like spending a lot of money and ruining my hair. These work perfectly, and the price seems like a lot but I got them on sale and you get a ton of hair enough for like three sets of extensions. I only use two weaves, it looks natural and sooo cute!
I'm so happy with it.
So this would be my in's and out list:
In's:
* hair extensison- so natural and beautiful looking. I can style them, wash them, cut them and even color them if I wanted!
* Revlon (drugstore makeup) cheap and beautiful made. I love Relvon.
* Youtube I love watching people's makeup videos its cool and I deftinately like getting ideas for hair and makeup so amazing.
* Spring Break
Out:
* Expensive department makeup -I just can't afford it...but I would love to get some higher end eyeshadows since those can't break you out or what not
* The Economic Crisis---come on already I'm so over this I want everything to be good
*School- I'm so ready for summer
* Dean (my boyfriend) being sick...
We argue a lot but we always work things out.
I love him.
Well it s really sad because he had bronchitis right now, and he was really sick earlier in the week.
I NEVER get really sick the way he does. So hopefully that means I will not be getting sick...
cross your fingers that I don't because our spring break is this week as in two days!!! We've already planned our break out. Monday-San Francisco, Tuesday-Boardwalk Wed- he works, Thursday- Aquarium and Friday I have facial!
I'm really excited, I think we're going to have a lot fun.
I hope everything happens, because it will be a great one.
So I totally forgot to update that I got hair extensisons! They're just clip-ins but I didn't feel like spending a lot of money and ruining my hair. These work perfectly, and the price seems like a lot but I got them on sale and you get a ton of hair enough for like three sets of extensions. I only use two weaves, it looks natural and sooo cute!
I'm so happy with it.
So this would be my in's and out list:
In's:
* hair extensison- so natural and beautiful looking. I can style them, wash them, cut them and even color them if I wanted!
* Revlon (drugstore makeup) cheap and beautiful made. I love Relvon.
* Youtube I love watching people's makeup videos its cool and I deftinately like getting ideas for hair and makeup so amazing.
* Spring Break
Out:
* Expensive department makeup -I just can't afford it...but I would love to get some higher end eyeshadows since those can't break you out or what not
* The Economic Crisis---come on already I'm so over this I want everything to be good
*School- I'm so ready for summer
* Dean (my boyfriend) being sick...
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Could it be time for a breakup?
Perhaps. My boyfriend just told me something that I should have been aware of months ago, as in as soon as we got intimate.
It's ridicolous to me because lying is the worst thing someone can do...because it falls into betrayal and etc. Basically I'm hurt, saddened, and feel numb for that fact that he claims he told me. Its important for people to know the past...so seriously I just cannot believe him.
Everytime we fight he has nothing to say. He just sits there and is quiet, then when he does have something to say its just "I don't know what to say." its absurd.
I feel hurt and I just think it should or could be over right now.
I feel betrayed and lied to.
the fact of the matter is he knows I hate LIARS.
It's ridicolous to me because lying is the worst thing someone can do...because it falls into betrayal and etc. Basically I'm hurt, saddened, and feel numb for that fact that he claims he told me. Its important for people to know the past...so seriously I just cannot believe him.
Everytime we fight he has nothing to say. He just sits there and is quiet, then when he does have something to say its just "I don't know what to say." its absurd.
I feel hurt and I just think it should or could be over right now.
I feel betrayed and lied to.
the fact of the matter is he knows I hate LIARS.
Saturday, March 14, 2009
It has been so long since I've blogged
Slap on the wrist Nicole, it's been so long since you've written for pleasure.
So everyone I've just been going to school and working, and pretty much living with my boyfriend.
First off, I finished with high marks on my 6 month review at work which got me a raise! Yay! only 25 cents but hey, you can't ask for much in these hard economic times!
Second, I don't think I told you but I finished my first semester of college like flying colors, 4.0 gpa. I don't know if I will do as well this semester, but i always set very high standards for myself.
Third, I re-did this blog because a.) my boyfriend wanted me to blog about 'our' daily lives (lol), and I just like talking about a bunch of things besides just makeup. I love makeup though, and that's why I kept the title of my blog as "Makeup or Breakup" since its just cute and could be implied as anything. You know.
Well let me start off with some interesting stuff (kind of)
So this semester in college I'm taking two English classes, Marine Biology with my boyfriend, and Stats. It is kind of a lot, but I think I'm doing well so far.
I just had my first exam in stats I got a B and Marine Biology's first test was last Thursday, which I think both my boyfriend and I did well on. (hopefully) I never like to make it seem as though I aced it because then if I get back and it's awful...its sad.
So now let me talk about MAKEUP STUFF!!!!
So just yesterday I went to Longs to get Covergirl mascara... ( i look for sales at my drugstores for great prices on the products I love.) and it was 50% all Covergirl products and I had a 1.00 off it also...so it came out to about 3.22 with tax?!! amazing.
Just recently I switched my main liquid foundation from Mac's Superfit liquid in NC20 ( which let me tell you...I think was definately the wrong shade for me...it was very yellow, and I'm Italian...aka olive skin...darker...and I have friends who had darker shades in Mac and they were much fairer than me...) but anways I did not really like the Superfit. I wanted to, mainly because it was MAC but yeah...I just didn't. Like most it made me break out and it just didn't do what I wanted it to. So a friend of mine looked gorgeous one day and she had been struggling with breakouts too, and she looked sooo good, so I just asked her...so what makeup are you wearing?
REVLON COLORSTAY foundation?! It is the best product I've tried so far. It is similar to MAC'S superfit, minus the breakouts and yellowish tint. It's beautiful and covers so naturally and stays so well. I love it.
And guess what .....RITE AIDE will be having buy one get one free REVLON products! yes yes yes! There's also some eye shadows I'm dying to get. I can't wait. Plus I have that 1.00 coupon for that also!!!
So that's it for right now.
My boyfriend and I are doing homework and thats about it...more tomorrow?
hopefully.
LOVES.
So everyone I've just been going to school and working, and pretty much living with my boyfriend.
First off, I finished with high marks on my 6 month review at work which got me a raise! Yay! only 25 cents but hey, you can't ask for much in these hard economic times!
Second, I don't think I told you but I finished my first semester of college like flying colors, 4.0 gpa. I don't know if I will do as well this semester, but i always set very high standards for myself.
Third, I re-did this blog because a.) my boyfriend wanted me to blog about 'our' daily lives (lol), and I just like talking about a bunch of things besides just makeup. I love makeup though, and that's why I kept the title of my blog as "Makeup or Breakup" since its just cute and could be implied as anything. You know.
Well let me start off with some interesting stuff (kind of)
So this semester in college I'm taking two English classes, Marine Biology with my boyfriend, and Stats. It is kind of a lot, but I think I'm doing well so far.
I just had my first exam in stats I got a B and Marine Biology's first test was last Thursday, which I think both my boyfriend and I did well on. (hopefully) I never like to make it seem as though I aced it because then if I get back and it's awful...its sad.
So now let me talk about MAKEUP STUFF!!!!
So just yesterday I went to Longs to get Covergirl mascara... ( i look for sales at my drugstores for great prices on the products I love.) and it was 50% all Covergirl products and I had a 1.00 off it also...so it came out to about 3.22 with tax?!! amazing.
Just recently I switched my main liquid foundation from Mac's Superfit liquid in NC20 ( which let me tell you...I think was definately the wrong shade for me...it was very yellow, and I'm Italian...aka olive skin...darker...and I have friends who had darker shades in Mac and they were much fairer than me...) but anways I did not really like the Superfit. I wanted to, mainly because it was MAC but yeah...I just didn't. Like most it made me break out and it just didn't do what I wanted it to. So a friend of mine looked gorgeous one day and she had been struggling with breakouts too, and she looked sooo good, so I just asked her...so what makeup are you wearing?
REVLON COLORSTAY foundation?! It is the best product I've tried so far. It is similar to MAC'S superfit, minus the breakouts and yellowish tint. It's beautiful and covers so naturally and stays so well. I love it.
And guess what .....RITE AIDE will be having buy one get one free REVLON products! yes yes yes! There's also some eye shadows I'm dying to get. I can't wait. Plus I have that 1.00 coupon for that also!!!
So that's it for right now.
My boyfriend and I are doing homework and thats about it...more tomorrow?
hopefully.
LOVES.
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