Everyday Minerals!

Finally after waiting a really long time, my package has arrived from Everyday Minerals.

Just a tad late, since I ended up purchasing a BareMinerals Foundation, since I was out of makeup completely! But that's okay, since I'll have enough in case that ever happens again!

Here are some swatches of the products I use.

First the Foundations:

Starting from left to right (--->) Well Rested(Bare Minerals), Intensive Fair (Everyday Minerals). The Well Rested is darker, but the Intensive Fair looks almost white, its really not that white...just from the picture. Next is Olive Light (Everyday Minerals) in the compressed powder, Light Olive (Everyday Minerals) in loose powder...they differ. a bit. Last but not least Light (Bare Minerals) loose foundation powder.

Next these are the blushes I use and one that I got.

From Left to right, Girl's Day (Everyday Minerals) I just got this as a sample to try because it looked really pretty on the website. It's really reddish, but its pretty---lots of gold sparkles/shimmers, not sure whether I really like it to wear, we'll see. Next is my ultimate favorite, the one I wear everyday its called Email Me (Everyday Minerals) its a soft light pink, and its perfection, I swear. Last is Swimming Pool (Everyday Minerals) which is very similar to Email Me, but with a more bronze finish to it!
Hope You enjoy.
:)

Relationship Disaster

So have you guys ever had that one friend that just seems to ALWAYS, no matter what, pick the wrong guy? Well I definately have that friend, and she happens to be my BEST friend.
I just feel as though she picks these "loser" guys only hoping to change them, or for them to change themselves. Just recently she got back with an ex, who when I met him told her that she could go see a movie that she really wanted to see by herself.




They broke up...




But apparently now he has said those few magical words "I want you... blah blah blah" and they are back together. I'm so sad. I just do not like this relationship. I also HATE when people break up and get back together, a bazillion times---seriously after one time, that's it! If it doesn't work out after you break up once, it will NEVER work out. So really this is their final chance to work, and if they break up, they better NOT get back together, because people who do that are only fooling themselves, or doing this for the sex. seriously. Dean and I fight like hell (mostly me, and its ususually around my period time) but seriously, we threaten to break up with each other, but it never happens. I NEVER LET HIM LEAVE. Why?

Because I'm truly one hundred percent in love with this boy. yes.
Thank you.

Thanks for that vent. Feels good. Today I did not purchase anything ---tomorrow hopefully we'll make it to the paint store. Take it back...one of my latest and greatest, favorite drinks is Honest Mate---Agave Mate. It has been on sale at New Leaf for 99 cents, that is a steal. Organic, no fake sugar, and so goood for the body and great flavor!
Yes, I am a health nut.
:)
Healthy food doesn't have to taste bad---people just really need to open their eyes up to all the wonders of vegetarian/vegan, and organic healthy foods-the flavors are unbelievably tasty, and so much better, if you just try them!!!!

Shelf is gone! hooray

It is definately something to celebrate! Finally, this dumb shelf that was in my room is out and gone...now dean is spackling my walls, where the holes are from the shelf. I love him...he's so cute.

He worked like a 9.5 hour day today! JEESE. I made him dinner though, and he's so silly and cute.

I'm downloading music right now which I am really excited about since I have been saying it for like 2 weeks straight. ha.

Anyways I really want to try the pureology shampoo--the green bottle kind, so I think I am going to get it almost like as a bday present since its kind of expensive, but I need good shampoo and conditioner since I straighten and color it.

:) I'll ask my mom for a lil' help out.

I believe the green bottle is repair and reconstruct....

Well hmm... oh yes! I also want to move my big stereo thing out of my room and downstairs to the living room, and I want to get an i-pod (one broke and one was stolen) and a speaker systemy thing for my room, so that I have more space.

It will be perfect, I think Dean will get me it for my bday since that's what he really wants to give me!

:)

haha.

loves.

I love dean

Even though we fight I love him so incredibly much!
I would never want anyone else.
He is perfect.

Well today I cleaned my room, yes, like I said I was going to. I got rid of a ton of stuff, and threw out even more!!!
I am really excited because I want to paint and get a few new things for my room.
:) That's always fun right?
I miss Dean, he's been at work all day, but he should be coming home soon-ish.
He really is my favorite person to be around and do things with.
The makeup I ordered online has not arrived yet, and I really want it to---I ordered it on Saturday, hopefully it will be here tomorrow.
I really want and need it, since I am almost out of my other stuff.
Well I'll keep you posted on how my room goes---

Peel away bad days

That is how I feel today. I had a facial peel, and to me that resembles getting rid of dirty, ugly, gross, horrible feelings. I just have been having a toss up time with this whole travelling bit. I'm not sure what to do. I love Dean, my boyfriend and I love his family, but travelling to me is such an effort---and scary---and no where near something I really want to do, or even a place I want to go. I guess time will tell. Maybe I'll get drunk before I board, or something random like that.
:/

So anyways lets talk about something more exciting, and happier. There are few things that I want to get---some for me, and some for my room.
I really want to re-do my room, why I have some time off during the summer.
Tomorrow I am going to work out and then clean my room and go through all my stuff and throw lots of stuff out! But these are things I am planning to do:
1.) Paint my room---I have officially chosen the color(s) that I want.
2.) Get rid of the shelf thing in my room that is ugly and wasting space.
3.) Organize my makeup/jewelery/and clothes...this will take some effort.
I just really want there to be more space, but still a lot of everything haha.
if that made any sense what so ever.
4.) I want to keep it that way....

The few items I wish to purchase for myself are:
1.) Pureology shampoo and conditioner
2.) A hot iron bag for travelling (if i actually make it to that day)
3.) And of course more clothes!



Well this is all for now.
We'll talk later.
:)

New York

To go or not to go.
I am supposed to go to this wedding in New York, but not the city, the country...and I'm really not looking forward to it. 1, its humid there, and I am afraid that I will break out. 2, My boyfriend's family over there doesn't eat anything I eat. 3, there really is no Starbucks there, at all...what the ... 4, Its a long long long flight from where I live, and I really just am uncomfortable and pretty afraid.

They already bought the tickets and I am just not 100 hundred percent ready to go!!!
I have so much going on this summer that I feel overwhelmed and crazy. I have my wisdom teeth out next friday and my boyfriend will not even be able to be with me---and that really pisses me off. I am afraid of getting my wisdom teeth pulled, and I really wanted him to be there.
Plus his boss at work is an old, fat bitch, and I hate her. I am so sorry for that usage of language but seriously, she said that its sad that i have him wrapped around my finger.
FUCK OFF BITCH you don't even know me. Seriously.
I'm just so frustrated with everything. I really just cannot even deal with this anymore, and I feel as though I just want to give up on everything- I feel so upset about this stuff.
:(
I don't know what to do.

Shopalcoholic

So lately I have been spending a lot of money on clothes!!!

Recently I got really cute tops from Forever 21, and my store Pacific Sunwear!

I love getting the discounts at my store, and I love Forever 21 because its really cheap and cute stuff!

I'll post some pictures below if I can...

This dress I was originally just going to get alone, but ended up purchasing the top below as well...but yeah you know we all see something cute and cannot control the urge to splurge. I got this dress after browsing online for one for the wedding(s) I am going to over the summer. One in New York...so that will be perfect!

This top is soo cute, and I never have gotten so many compliments as I did when I wore this shirt to work, I mean comments after comments, I loved it, because I love the top!

So then I ended up going back like that wed, after the weekend and I had to get my best friend who graduated a really cute top and a necklace and picked myself up a cute top and owl necklace as well...it always happens!
At my store I picked up two new tops and a pair of rainbow sandals...I'm still working them in, and they hurt! hopefully they get better!
One of the shirts I got is a total boob shirt, I cannot find it online, but it is from O'Neill, its really cute.This other top is from our brand Kira, but its so adorable and cute and I love it! I got the one in white that is shown, but there are other colors. So cute.

I also just recently bought makeup on Everyday Minerals.com I love this makeup brand because they let you test samples, and order as many as you please. I also end up purchasing stuff too, but its really nice to get some little samples to try out and always have as backups if you run out.

One of the main reasons I love Everyday Minerals is because they do not use Carmine---also known as Red Dye Red Lake, or whatever in makeup. The ingredient is not good for the skin, and cause breakouts. It is found in almost all blushes and eye products. Everyday Minerals is cheap too, and very good quality which is something that everyone looks for in makeup. I recommend it to everyone.

I'll post pictures in my next entry.
Loves to all.
:)